Homily for 33rd Sunday of Ordinary Time (Year C) (go to readings)
Malachi 3:19-20a
Psalm 98:5-6, 7-8, 9
2 Thessalonians 3:7-12
Luke 21:5-19

“MEMENTO MORI.” Remember that you will have to die. This wisdom from Greek Stoic Philosophy is captured in the psalms as, “Teach us to count our days aright, that we may gain wisdom of heart” (Ps 90:12). And this wisdom can be found in the liturgy of Ash Wednesday, as each of the faithful is marked with a cross of ash on their forehead, with the words, “Remember you are dust, and to dust you shall return.” The author of the book of Sirach tells us why this wisdom is important: “in all thy works be mindful of thy last end and thou wilt never sin” (Sir 7:36).

The bulletin column this week is a reflection on the readings as reflections on the end of the world, as we approach the end of the liturgical year. There’s a certain aesthetic, considering our mortality, as the brown autumn leaves leave the trees bare and cover the green grass. We start with our first reading, from the Prophet Malachi, the last book of the Old Testament. “Lo, the day is coming.” What day? The day of the coming of the Lord. The later prophets of the Old Testament were highly critical of the injustices and corruption of Israel, and you think Israel would have learned their lesson by now. But no. The corruption of the temple priesthood, of worship, of the political leaders, corruption that caused the poor and vulnerable to suffer cruel injustices and struggle in poverty. When these Old Testament prophets proclaimed, “Israel, prepare to meet your God,” it was something like, “You wait till your father gets home!” It was the day of reckoning. Or in more Catholic tradition terms, the “Dies Irae,” the Day of Wrath. We must remember that “it is a fearful and terrifying thing to fall into the hands of the living God,” it says in the New Testament letter to the Hebrews. So, this is not just “Old Testament angry God” rhetoric. God is indeed merciful. But let us not forget what condemnation of our sins his mercy is saving us from, if we repent in faith.

“…blazing like an oven, when all the proud and all evildoers will be stubble, and the day that is coming will set them on fire, leaving them neither root nor branch, says the LORD of hosts.” When the fire of God comes, those who have not repented and called upon his mercy will be condemned to eternity without the God of life. As Jesus says in the parable of the twelve virgins, those who are not vigilant and prepared will be locked outside where there will be wailing and gnashing of teeth, according to sweet and gentle Jesus.

There’s a false dichotomy that God in the Old Testament is wrathful and vengeful, and God in the New Testament is merciful and gentle. And some claim that it seems like they’re two different gods. But most of the Scripture’s verses about God’s mercy and care are in the Old Testament. And no one talks about the reality and danger of hell more than Jesus himself. For example, the last line of our first reading from Malachi turns a corner: “But for you who fear my name, there will arise the sun of justice with its healing rays.” So a carrot and a stick. God uses both, whatever it takes to get us to choose life in him: the carrot to help us to choose goodness and faithfulness, which win the blessings of the covenants God has made with his people, or the stick to help us to avoid the curses of breaking the covenant by unfaithfulness and sin. For those who remain faithful, and fear his name, or show reverence for him as our God, he will heal our imperfections and take us to himself in eternal joy. Not a hard choice, in theory. But if it were that easy in reality, no one would ever sin.

But that’s the point of “Memento Mori.” It can happen in an instant, and we know not the day nor the hour. It could be on your way home, in your sleep; the Lord could come in a million years, or the Lord could come tomorrow. You can think about that and live in fear, but that’s not a great way to live, and it’s not the way God wants you to live. A much better idea is to live the right way, to live simply, honestly, faithfully, virtuously, and you never need to fear the day or the hour, because you’re always ready. The first letter of John says, “Love casts out fear” (1 John 4:18). If you consider the image of dying unexpectedly and having someone you love going through every bit of your life, cleaning out drawers and closets and basements and boxes, internet history, files, and everything, do you fear what they might find? Do you have secrets and shame? What if, instead, you remember, “Memento Mori,” and live with simplicity and integrity, what you see is what you get, no secrets, no shame, no fear. Just living 100% pure divine love (or if you’re of a certain age, 99+44/100ths % pure, clean as Ivory).

Our second reading, finishing up weeks of going through Saint Paul’s second letter to the Thessalonians, matches up with today’s theme as things are getting wrapped up at the end (the end of the liturgical year, and the end of the world). Paul is instructing the Christian community not to sit back and waste time waiting for the return of the Messiah, getting into other people’s business and not minding one’s own need to be found being a good and prudent servant.

Paul and his co-workers could have required of the community a sort of stipend for their ministry, which would have been just and a normal expectation. But instead, they worked their trades as tentmakers in their off hours, to give a better example, as the Thessalonians needed. “…we instructed you that if anyone was unwilling to work, neither should that one eat.” This does not mean refusing to give alms to the poor, which Jesus explicitly requires of us. This is to be prudent in our almsgiving, not enabling those fully able to work to be unproductive, which is often destructive to virtue and salvation, and the whole community, especially the truly needy.

And finally, in our gospel reading, Jesus and his apostles were on the Mount of Olives, looking over the valley at the Temple Mount in Jerusalem. We are finishing up the Mount Olivet Discourse in the Gospel of Luke, the last part of Jesus’ teaching before he begins Palm Sunday and Holy Week, which we covered back in the spring (at Palm Sunday and Holy Week). And his apostles, a bunch of country bumpkins from up north in Galilee, are marveling at the majesty of the Jerusalem Temple across the valley. And Jesus says, yes, it’s great and beautiful, and “All that you see here–the days will come when there will not be left a stone upon another stone that will not be thrown down.”

So they ask him, really? when will that happen? How will we know it’s about to happen? And here we have, let’s say four, important teachings from our gospel reading.

One. “See that you not be deceived, for many will come in my name, saying, ‘I am he,’ and ‘The time has come.’ Do not follow them!” Jesus said in our daily Mass reading on Thursday, “For just as lightning flashes and lights up the sky from one side to the other, so will the Son of Man be in his day.” When the day comes that Jesus returns, no one will mistakenly miss it. It will be a global event, a cosmic event, that will not be mistaken. So until then, just keep doing the holiness thing, and don’t worry about what people are saying about the end of the world.

Two. “When you hear of wars and insurrections, do not be terrified; for such things must happen first, but it will not immediately be the end… Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be powerful earthquakes, famines, and plagues from place to place…” So basically, human world history as usual. And these will not be cause for fear, as terrible as they seem. So just keep doing the holiness thing, and don’t worry about what people are saying about the end of the world.

Just as an aside, Dr. Brant Pitre, in his notes on this weekend's readings, mentions that he has a presentation, "Jesus and the End Times: A Catholic View of the Last Days". While (as I say below) focusing excessively on the "end times" can serve as a distraction from focusing on the good we are called to do here and now, the scriptures do tell us about the end times, and so it's good that we understand it, particularly as it can help us keep faith against incorrect things we might hear about the end times. It's a set of five hour-long presentations, and I've only listened to the first one so far, but it is excellent!

Three. “…they will seize and persecute you, they will hand you over to the synagogues and to prisons, and they will have you led before kings and governors because of my name… You will even be handed over by parents, brothers, relatives, and friends, and they will put some of you to death. You will be hated by all because of my name…” Oh, persecution of Christians. Right, So basically, human history as usual. This has happened in the past and will likely happen again, perhaps in the near future. They’re not going to prevent us from going to Mass, from having a church, from celebrating Christmas. They’re going to make it offensive, if not also illegal, to speak against society’s views on gender, marriage, sex, abortion, and whatever else is coming down the pipeline we can’t even imagine yet. And not all the public condemnation and suffering, as we now know, will be legal persecution. It could be vigilante violence.

Four. “Remember, you are not to prepare your defense beforehand, for I myself shall give you a wisdom in speaking that all your adversaries will be powerless to resist or refute.” There’s an old phrase in Catholic tradition, “grace builds on nature.” What good you have naturally, grace makes greater. Jesus is not saying, “Don’t learn your faith. Don’t study the bible. Don’t worry about having to understand and explain your faith.” The bible does say, “sanctify Christ as Lord in your hearts. Always be ready to give an explanation to anyone who asks you for a reason for your hope, but do it with gentleness and reverence, keeping your conscience clear” (1 Pet 3:15-16). So the more we learn our faith, the more we pray, the more we equip the Holy Spirit to pull out of us what is the perfect response for the moment of necessity. Joan of Arc was asked in her trial, “Do you know whether or not you are in God’s grace?” Her response, filled with faith, was, “If I am not, may God put me there; and if I am, may God so keep me.” That brilliant response didn’t come out of thin air. That was inspired from her deep life of faith. She didn’t sit in her cell preparing to give that answer. But it came from deep within her, and was her response inspired by the Holy Spirit. But also the story of St. Joan of Arc can remind us that just because “your adversaries will be powerless to resist or refute” your wisdom doesn’t necessarily mean your persecutors will admit they were wrong and you’ll be free to go.

And lastly, I saw a quote the other day, “If the devil can’t destroy you, he’ll distract you.” (Alternatively, “If the devil can’t make us bad, he’ll make us busy.” – Corrie Ten Boom). A lot of people waste a lot of time uselessly speculating about the end times. Don’t get caught up that game. It is (or can be) a distraction from the present moment, this moment in which we are called to be present and holy and give glory and thanks to God, and to love our neighbor as ourselves. Let us use this and every present moment to be holy, to be prepared. “Memento Mori” is not a call to live in fear. It’s simply a reminder (memento) always to be ready, so that we need not dread death with fear, but to pass through death to our long-awaited embrace of our Lord whom our heart has faithfully loved.

Homily for the 27th Sunday of Ordinary Time (Year C) (go to readings)
Habakkuk 1:2-3; 2:2-4
Psalm 95:1-2, 6-7, 8-9
2 Timothy 1:6-8, 13-14
Luke 17:5-10

You’ve heard of the 20^th century Catholic social activist Dorothy Day, a woman many considered a living saint. Many admirers came to visit her, to have a look at her, to speak to her, to touch her, if possible. Sometimes they would tell her, “You are a saint,” or she would overhear others saying of her, “She is a saint.” She would get upset, turn to them, and say, “Don’t say that. Don’t make it too easy for yourself. Don’t escape this way. I know why you are saying, ‘she is a saint.’ You say that to convince yourself that you are different from me, that I am different from you. I am like you. You could do what I do. You don’t need any more than you have; get moving!” While that might be a good introduction to our readings, I think a good summary might be a quote from the Old Testament prophet Zechariah: “Do not despise small beginnings, for the Lord rejoices to see the work begin. (Zec 4:10).

We’re blessed with a short gospel reading this week, and in the gospel of Luke it follows right after the parable of Lazarus and the rich man which we heard last week, and then there’s a few verses about radical forgiveness and the danger of leading others astray. And then we have the first part of our gospel reading. The disciples ask Jesus, “Increase our faith,” and he responds “If you have faith the size of a mustard seed, you would say to this mulberry tree, ‘Be uprooted and planted in the sea,’ and it would obey you.” Mustard seeds are like black ground pepper, they’re very small, but they yield a surprisingly large bush, which is actually rather invasive like a weed, it spreads very fast. So Jesus more than once has taught his disciples that their faith should be like a mustard seed. A seed of a little faith received by a heart that’s fertile ground can change a person’s whole life, and even those around them! And a little seed of a community of believers can spread and lead to the conversion of the Roman Empire!

So, the mulberry tree is a tree with an expansive underground root system. Ancient Israel actually had regulations that planting trees had to be 30 feet from a well or a building or a road so their roots wouldn’t expand out and ruin the foundations or the well, but mulberry trees couldn’t be planted within 50 feet of anything to allow for their huge root system. They were very firmly planted trees, and they could be moved only with great difficulty. But Jesus says that with faith like a mustard-seed you could say to a mulberry tree to uproot itself and be planted in the salty sea, in sand, and it would do it. So, we might say that when we live by our faith, we should expect God to yield unbelievable outcomes to our prayers and our obedience to faith. We are called to cooperate with grace, and grace will produce results that could never have been anticipated, that defy what we could imagine.

But also, the disciples ask for this gift of increase of faith after Jesus challenges them. And so, another thing we can get out of this image of the mustard seed is that we shouldn’t procrastinate being bold in living out our faith because we don’t think we’re ready. We don’t need big faith, we need little faith, in fact, we need whatever faith we have, and to act on it, and let God yield the increase. To say we need to wait until we have more faith is to say that it depends on us instead of on God. You can’t wait until you’re ready, because you’ll wait the rest of your life, because you’ll never feel ready. You have to just do the thing, to launch, and course correct along the way, like learning to ride a bike. You can’t ride if you’re not moving forward.

On my blog where I post many of my homilies, I have one of my favorite quotes from G. K. Chesterton, “Anything worth doing is worth doing badly.” The meaning is that some things are so important that we cannot put off doing them simply because we’re not the best person, or we don’t have enough time or ability, or all the proper preparations. The simple importance of the thing requires it to be done, and the simple fact of having done it is more important than whether we have done it as well as we would have liked. The problem with mustard-seed sized faith isn’t that our faith isn’t even as big as a mustard seed, it’s that we’re too big. Our faith is too much about what we have to do, or what we have to be. Just say yes to God and start out, get some momentum, and let God show you what he does with that. That will make you humble. Keep going, and he will keep you going the right way.

So then there’s the second part of our gospel reading, about the slave that worked all day, then has to make dinner, before he or she can have dinner themselves. And we might get a little grumpy toward the master there, but remember the master’s an image of God, so get yourself back down to a mustard seed, and try to see what he’s trying to teach you. What he’s saying is that you can never do so much for God that God owes you anything. You can’t do so much good that you have one up on God, or you can manipulate God into your debt. We are unworthy servants. So, the good that we get from God is out of his goodness and his love toward us, not because he owes us. And our work should not be motivated out of trying to get anything out of God.

How many times does our prayer just sound like making wishes we want God to fulfill, like he’s a genie, instead of a dialogue of love with God? Often, we look at prayer as trying to convince God to give us the good things we want. The thing is, God already wants to give us good things, but he’s trying to get us to want to receive the good things he wants to give us. Often the problem is that what we think we really want is far too small compared to what God wants to give us. So God has to wait while he guides and prepares us to receive his superabundant gifts. And it seems in that time that he’s just not answering our prayers, it might seem like he’s not even listening.

Part of the above paragraph is inspired by (ok, taken from) my absolute favorite of the Lighthouse Media CDs and MP3s, given by Msgr. Thomas Richter of the Diocese of Bismarck, entitled, “Trust in the Lord.” I’ve listened to it countless times, and I cannot recommend it enough. I’d link it here for free, but the only online free copy has poor quality. So get the MP3, and tell me what you think!

That’s where the Old Testament prophet Habakuk is in our first reading. It’s a very small book, only three chapters, and Habakuk is complaining that God is allowing his people to see such destruction and suffering. “How long, O LORD? I cry for help, but you do not listen! I cry out to you, ‘Violence!’ but you do not intervene.” This is a terrible experience, and we’ve all been there, and depending on what we’re asking, it seems like forever. And many people lose their faith in suffering and grief, and it seems like prayers are useless and God is not even there listening.

But God responds to Habakuk, “Then the LORD answered me and said: ‘Write down the vision clearly upon the tablets, so that one can read it readily. For the vision still has its time, presses on to fulfillment, and will not disappoint; if it delays, wait for it, it will surely come, it will not be late. The rash one has no integrity; but the just one, because of his faith, shall live.” The vision is of course the rescue of Israel from their oppression and suffering. And Habakuk is to write it down clearly because it is not only for him, but for all to see that God has been preparing this vision and will fulfill it, and all will see how God has made and fulfilled his promise of redemption for his people. And of course, the ultimate fulfillment of this promise is in Christ, the true and perfect redemption of God’s people from the oppression of sin, their call to conversion, and the lasting peace through the open gates of heaven.

And this ties back to our gospel reading, teaching the kind of faith we are to have. It cannot be a demanding faith, or a weak faith, but a powerful faith. Paul tells Timothy in our second reading, “For God did not give us a spirit of cowardice but rather of power and love and self-control. So do not be ashamed of your testimony to our Lord…” and then he says, “but bear your share of hardship for the gospel with the strength that comes from God.” So, God is working and preparing his gifts, even when we cannot sense it. So yes, we do have to suffer, as Christ our Lord suffered, with great faith in God. And God gives us the grace and strength to persevere in waiting in confident faith, in sure and certain hope. God said to Habakuk, “if it delays, wait for it… The rash one has no integrity; but the just one, because of his faith, shall live.”

So, the one who is impatient loses their faith, but the one who perseveres, who relies on God to supply his grace and an increase of faith, shall live and see the goodness of God. There’s a very loose but beautiful interpretation of this that says, “There will come a time when your tears will fall not because of your troubles, but because God has answered your prayers.”

And so, we can end on the high note of our responsorial psalm, Psalm 95, which, if you pray the liturgy of the hours, you pray at the beginning of every day. “If today you hear his voice, harden not your hearts. Come, let us sing joyfully to the LORD; let us acclaim the Rock of our salvation. Let us come into his presence with thanksgiving; let us joyfully sing psalms to him. Come, let us bow down in worship; let us kneel before the LORD who made us. For he is our God, and we are the people he shepherds, the flock he guides.” How beautiful is the life God invites us to, even redeeming our suffering, our tears, our patient waiting on him, and our privilege to eagerly to serve him in love and joy.

Twenty-fifth Sunday of Ordinary Time (Year C) (go to readings)
Amos 8:4-7
Psalm 113:1-2, 4-6, 7-8
1 Timothy 2:1-8
Luke 16:1-13

A recent article about an interview with Pope Leo XIV summarizes his message, “My priority is the Gospel, not solving the world’s problems.” In the interview, Pope Leo says, “I don’t see my primary role as trying to be the solver of the world’s problems. I don’t see my role as that at all, really, although I think that the Church has a voice, a message that needs to continue to be preached, to be spoken and spoken loudly.”

In today’s social and political climate, it’s too easy to get pulled away from what should be our main mission. In the words of Stephen Covey, “The main thing is to keep the main thing the main thing.” And the main thing for the Church is to carry forward the message of the gospel of Jesus Christ, in how we think, how we see the world, how we speak, and how we live.

In a recent parish meeting we were talking about the call to evangelization, and how Catholics seem to be notoriously shy about stepping up as messengers of the gospel. And the comment was made that the last few generations of Catholics feel very underequipped to talk about our faith. And there is so much that the Catholic Church has taught and done across two thousand years, it’s difficult for anyone to feel comfortable with their understanding of all this and to have what feels like an awkward conversation about the faith.

Fair enough. But is that what evangelization is? Teaching theology and Church history? How many people have seen the Lord of the Rings movies? Did you like them? Were they amazing? Inspiring? Did you tell anyone that? Did you suggest that they watch them? Maybe even suggest that they read the books? That’s the basic idea of evangelization. We’re not sharing the good news about the Church teachings or history. That’s important, but not the main thing. The main thing is how much we love Jesus, how inspired we are by him, by our relationship with him, by his words in the scriptures and in our hearts, how our lives have more joy, hope, beauty, and love, because our faith in Jesus enriches our life. It can even be our story of how we once were so lost, and the effect of our encounter and putting our faith in him to work in our lives, and how that has been a risk that has paid unbelievable dividends. Saint Paul made his conversion story the basis of all his ministry (“I was once a blasphemer and a persecutor and an arrogant man, but I have been mercifully treated because I acted out of ignorance in my unbelief. Indeed, the grace of our Lord has been abundant, along with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus.” he says in 1 Tim 1:13). Or the beautiful line of Mary Magdalene which she says to Nicodemus in the Chosen, “I was one way, and now I am completely different. And the thing that happened in between was Him.” And then we ask if they might like to see if coming to Church and hopefully having an encounter with Christ might help them, and we tell them we’ll meet them at Church.

I think Catholics sometimes use our poor catechesis (which indeed is a tragic reality) about our faith as a delay tactic. After I take some bible courses or join this prayer group, or this catechesis class, and maybe after that, I’ll feel comfortable sharing the gospel. First, please do learn more about our faith (to learn it more is to love it more). Do keep growing your relationship with Jesus (such as spending time in the Adoration Chapel) and sharing with others the peace and joy that comes from that quality time with the Lord. Your own words flowing from your heart shining with the love of Christ are your best tools of evangelization! But second, that will not make you comfortable sharing the gospel. The only thing that will make it comfortable is to keep doing it, like other things that feel awkward at first, but you get better at it.

But it’s easy to get caught up in the world. To have a strong opinion, the right opinion, and get fixated on correcting the other side for their errors of judgment, facts (or ignorance of facts), and beliefs. It’s easy to get caught up in defending one side or the other, or a particular figure, perhaps one villanized or silenced by the machinations of political opponents. And of course we know of the rash of shocking tragedies that have rocked our society, especially the police officers shot near Spring Grove. We thank them for their service, pray for the three who died, and the two recovering in the hospital, and their families and fellow officers and other first responders, and for an end of violence and the taking of innocent human life. This is an important thing, but not the main thing.

Our Old Testament reading from the prophet Amos harshly criticizes those caught up in the values of the world, particularly the greed and selfishness that gives God the minimum while being impatient to get back to “real life” and making money, even to the extent of being dishonest in business. “When will the new moon be over,” you ask, “that we may sell our grain, and the sabbath, that we may display the wheat?” How much longer is Mass going to last? Why do I have to go to Mass on Holy Days of Obligation? These get in the way of work and my schedule, “my time.”  Maybe I can sneak out before it’s over, especially if it means I don’t have to deal with other people in the parking lot. Why does the Church say we have to do this or that, or it says we can’t do this or that? Everyone else seems more free to do what they want.

God has given us everything, he gave the maximum sacrifice, he gives the maximum revelation, the maximum grace, he even made the best possible most beautiful world, which he then entrusted to our stewardship in our free will. God is perfect in all things, including his generosity. And our response should not only be what is required of us, but it should be with joy and thanksgiving, and to return the maximum to him in his glory and goodness. If we made our entire life, our maximum offering, to him, with the same family, job, vocation, and gifts that he has given us, how would our life look different? Not only staying for all of the Mass, but having read and prayed on the readings as our preparation, arriving early to focus our hearts, being as engaged as possible during the liturgy and our spoken and sung participation, receiving the Eucharist with maximum reverence, and staying a few minutes after Mass to give thanks and ask for his blessings throughout the upcoming week. Giving intentionally and generously a portion of our material resources to the support of the Church and to various charitable opportunities. Praying with the scriptures daily, driving with patience and safety, working our best at our jobs (or at school) with maximum virtue, kindness, preparation, and wisdom, living out the various teachings of the Church in their intent to sanctify and open every moment of our lives to glorify God and receive the grace of God available to us, that we might “pray without ceasing” by making our every moment, every aspect of our humanity and our time, talent, and treasure, an offering to him. Would your life be more or less holy? More or less successful? More or less happy? God’s way is always the best way. But that’s just the fruit of keeping the main thing the main thing—making our life about loving and serving God, including serving him in our neighbors. And if our neighbors don’t know him, inviting them into that relationship and inviting them to church.

Our gospel reading has long been considered one of Jesus’ most difficult parables to understand. Why does he tell of the rich master (usually an image of God in the parables of Jesus), praising a dishonest thief? Without getting into the weeds on the parable, I want to just take a few lines out of it in the time we have here.

“For the children of this world are more prudent in dealing with their own generation than are the children of light.” The people committed to worldly life are better at being worldly than the people of faith are at being commited to living like people of faith. The life of faith is meant to be transformative. And a lot of times, people of faith are more like the worldly than we are at living like we are set apart from it. I recently heard a quote that said, “Jesus called us to be salt and light. What do salt and light have in common? They change the environments they come in contact with. They don’t conform, they don’t affirm, they transform what they come in contact with. Are you transforming the environment you are coming in contact with? …We must challenge people to be greater, to reach higher, to be biblical, to be Christlike, as we continue to be salt and light.” That was quoting Charlie Kirk. He may have talked about politics and social issues, but he always kept the main thing the main thing: bringing people to Christ. And in the wake of his death, young adults are checking out church, some for the first time, in a way they haven’t in generations (especially at that stage of life when most Christians drift away from church).

Then one of the difficult phrases of this parable, maybe made even harder with the translation, “I tell you, make friends for yourselves with dishonest wealth, so that when it fails, you will be welcomed into eternal dwellings.” Jesus is using the phrase dishonest wealth to mean the things of this world, passing material things, earthly money. And by making friends with it he means use it to wisely invest it in spiritually beneficial ways, in holy ways, knowing how unimportant it really is in terms of eternity, so that when you leave this world and you can’t take it with you, that you have made yourself into a spiritually rich person, having been a good and holy steward of what was entrusted to your care.

“If you are not trustworthy with what belongs to another, who will give you what is yours?” If you are a good and virtuous steward of God’s gifts entrusted to your care, investing them to become rich in what matters to God, you will receive the reward of your responsible care of those gifts: the greatest gift, your eternal life, the perfect fulfillment of your humanity in God, what you were created for. Because you kept the main thing the main thing. You kept your focus on God, on your eternal soul, and the eternal souls of those around you, which you have a responsibility for, to the extent that you have a potential impact on them. Read C. S. Lewis’ essay, “The Weight of Glory,” it’s a beautiful reflection on that topic, of the weight of obligation we have of being a holy influence on others for the sake of their eternal heavenly glory.

And so, it’s easy to think that what is most important is what the world is telling us to be emotionally invested in, or even the worldy effects of the gospel and the Church teachings that flow from it. Yes, there are political, social, and moral dimensions of Church teaching—care for the poor, the environment, for peace, for morality, for human rights, which have their source in God’s generous Creation and our God-given image and dignity.  And as Christians we do need to be involved in the public dialogue, and in voting wisely for what the gospel requires of us. But these are indirect ways of serving the gospel. Secondary things. Not the main thing. The main thing is not solving the problems of the world. The main thing is the gospel. The Church has a prophetic role in the world, the voice of conscience, reminding us of good and evil, life and death, and we should understand, share, and live the prophetic truth of the gospel in our lives. Is it Jesus that comes out of our mouth? That comes out in our actions? Is it Jesus alone that sits on the throne of our heart? He has given us everything. Everything we do is by his generosity poured upon us. Do we respond by serving him as generously in return? Do we praise him, glorify him, serve him, share him, speak to others of him, and keep him as the center of our life?

Because that’s the main thing.

Feast of the Exulatation of the Holy Cross (Sept 14) (go to readings)
Numbers 21:4b-9
Psalm 78:1bc-2, 34-35, 36-37, 38
Philippians 2:6-11
John 3:13-17

Last week in the gospel reading we heard Jesus tell his disciples, “Whoever does not carry his own cross and come after me cannot be my disciple.” Today we celebrate the Feast of the Exaltation of the Cross. So let’s look at the mystery of the cross.

Our first reading is from one of the first books in the bible, the book of Numbers. It presents the people of Israel on their exodus from Egypt to the promised land, and this book picks up after they enter into the covenant and set out from Mount Sinai.

All along the journey, the Israelites have been murmuring against Moses and against God. Just a note, my friends, the people murmuring among themselves is never a good thing in the bible. Always a temptation; never a good thing. In response to their complaining that they would rather go back to Egypt to full bellies and slavery, than embraces the invitation to the challenges to purify their hearts from slavery and become truly free as the people of God, God had given them the encouragement of the miracle of the manna, the miraculous bread of heaven that covered the land each morning, except for the Sabbath, and which would finish with their first Passover in the Promised Land. And each evening God sent quail into the camp and people ate them. And to slake their thirst, God provided water from the rock in the wilderness. And that kept them content, for a moment. Then we pick up with our reading today: “With their patience worn out by the journey, the people complained against God and Moses, ‘Why have you brought us up from Egypt to die in this desert, where there is no food or water? We are disgusted with this wretched food!’” Their response to the miraculous bread of heaven is “we are disgusted with this wretched food!?” Now, to borrow from the Hebrew language, that’s some chutzpah. Or to say it in English, “the audacity!”

God, in punishment, overruns their camp with seraph serpents. Seraph is from the Hebrew word for “burning.” The highest choir of angels are the “seraphim,” the “burning ones,” the ones closest and who most intimately participate in the burning furnace of divine love. So presumably the bite of these seraph serpents caused inflammation, a burning reaction, and many of the people died. And this divine punishment on Israel had its intended effect. “Then the people came to Moses and said, ‘We have sinned in complaining against the LORD and you. Pray the LORD to take the serpents from us.’” Holy punishment is always out of love, and with the hope of conversion, reconciliation, and salvation. The same with the regulations taught by the Church. It’s not intended to exclude but given out of love for the integrity of the person and the faith, and with the hope of conversion, reconciliation, and salvation. How people respond to it is up to their free will, and their choice of humility or pride.

So now we get to why this reading was chosen for today’s feast: “So Moses prayed for the people, and the LORD said to Moses, ‘Make a seraph and mount it on a pole, and if any who have been bitten look at it, they will live.’ Moses accordingly made a bronze serpent and mounted it on a pole, and whenever anyone who had been bitten by a serpent looked at the bronze serpent, he lived.” Now, while the psalm and second reading are important for today’s feast, I want to skip to the gospel reading, with these words fresh in our minds.

“Jesus said to Nicodemus… ‘And just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the desert, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, so that everyone who believes in him may have eternal life.’” Why does Jesus make a reference to the serpent on the pole? I’ve heard people say that the serpent is one of the Old Testament images of Jesus. I’m sorry, I don’t think so. The biblical image of a serpent is usually the opposite of Jesus. So, what is it then? It’s an image of the cost of our rebellion against God. Think about what Jesus looked like on the cross. Scourged at the pillar, crowned with thorns, carried and was nailed to the cross (bloody, beaten, and naked). Now, some people rightly say that thousands of people were crucified by the Roman Empire; Jesus wasn’t unique in being crucified. True. But Jesus was unique in carrying the enitre weight of humanity’s rebellion against God, our sin and anger and resentment and pride and infidelity and disobedience against God, bearing all that in his humanity, held together by his divinity. His appearance on the cross was horrific to behold. Like the Israelites being instructed to look at the bronze serpent, the consequence of their rebellion against God, we can look at a crucifix and see the consequence of our rebellion against God. And we can see the love of God in that he accepted the consequence of our sin to save us. The word “salvation” and the word “healing” come from the same root. Something that is “salutary” is both for our salvation and for our healing. So, it isn’t just that Jesus was crucified to save us, like he wrote a check to cover our debt to let us off the hook. He was crucified also to heal us, to root out from within us the poisonous spirit of sin and death, that he might put in us his Holy Spirit of light and eternal life.

We have the obligation to live out, in this life and in this world, this holy spirit of light and eternal life. I often say at funerals that we often say that our dearly departed has recently entered eternal life. In a way, yes, but that’s not really accurate. They entered eternal life at their baptism (when they die to the spirit of fallen humanity, and take on the spirit of Christ). And hopefully that person had discerned and lived out this new spiritual life, by how they exercise their free will, live out their vocation to holiness, and fulfill their particular mission in the Body of Christ for God’s plan of salvation for the world. That’s what all of us are called to, obligated to. It’s what every human being is created for, and where we find our deepest joy, peace, and fulfillment. And so it is our obligation of love to share that message and call people to this truth, that they, also, would know the deep joy, peace, and fulfillment of living out their vocation.

This week, as we were just recovering from all the media coverage and reactions to the shooting at Annunciation Catholic School in Minneapolis two weeks earlier, then on the eve of remembering how September 11, 2001 rocked our American society with shocking tragedy, on Wednesday, September 10 our American society was again rocked with shocking tragedy at the killing of Charlie Kirk in the middle of a conversation with an opponent about mass shooters and gun violence.

Mass media and social media have been flooded with messages of his noble and friendly character, his strong Christian faith, and how they informed his well-defended political and social values, but most especially, how he saw it as his mission to talk, to engage, to listen, to ask questions, to be truly open to the joy of meeting other people, even (or maybe especially) if they disagreed with him, and doing what he could, as he saw it, to lead them more deeply into truth. Of course many people, especially on the college campuses where he did much of his public debates, disagreed with his Christian or conservative views, and many saw him as a dangerous voice promoting what they saw as hate. But to his core, even publicly acknowledging that he had received death threats against himself and his family, Charlie led his life courageously, engaged opponents with genuine openness, and fully giving God the credit for any of his success, professionally or personally, including the virtues of his character, and the beautiful gift of his family. He saw and accepted the inherent danger and vulnerability of his public events as the cross he was called to carry for his personal vocation to spread the gospel and speak the truth.

And this then is the final part of our reflection. The area in our life where we know we are most weak, where we are most tempted, where we most sin, where know we need God’s grace to help us, requires the cross of our humility, to acknowledge we need God, and to reach up, like a little child, to ask God for his help. And because we know God will give us his help, and that this area of weakness is where we will experience his love and grace poured into our life, we can exalt in the cross of our weakness, because asking God into our life is what will save us, and that area of weakness is where we are most of aware of our need for that. St. Paul was never ashamed to speak about his weakness, “I will rather boast most gladly of my weaknesses, in order that the power of Christ may dwell with me.”, “I was once a blasphemer and a persecutor and an arrogant man, but I have been mercifully treated…Indeed, the grace of our Lord has been abundant,” and “It is not I who live, but Christ who lives within me.” And in our gratitude we lift up our praise to Jesus, we lift up Christ, who came into our humanity with his divinity. That’s the meaning of our incarnation. We lift up Christ as our hope in God. Jesus is our perfect offering of prayer and worship of the Father. Jesus said, “When I am lifted up, I shall draw all men to myself.” That means a number of things. It means when he is lifted up on the cross for our repentance, and to pay the cost of the salvation of all humanity. It means when he is lifted up in the resurrection in victory over death. It means when he is lifted up in the ascension and crowned with glory. It means when he is lifted up in our hearts and acknowledged, worshiped, and obeyed as our Lord and our God. The Greek for that “lifted up”, also means exalted, hupsoó. It is similar to what we find in our second reading from the letter to the Philippians, “God highly exalted him, hyper-hupsoó, for his obedient, faithful, incomprehensible sacrifice in love in embracing his part in the plan of salvation, his death and resurrection to save us.

So, in our feast we celebrate today we lift up, we exalt, the cross, because by his holy Cross he has redeemed the world. We lift up the cross we carry of our own weakness, because in entrusting our weakness to Christ as an offering to be transformed by his grace, we are made strong in Him.”For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son… [not] to condemn the world, but that the world might be saved through him.”

Twenty-Third Sunday of Ordinary Time, Year C (go to readings)
Wisdom 9:13-18b
Psalm 90:3-4, 5-6, 12-13, 14 and 17
Philemon 9-10, 12-17
Luke 14:25-33

French artists Henri Matisse and Auguste Renoir were close friends and frequent companions, even though Renoir was twenty-eight years older than Matisse. During the last several years of his life, Renoir was virtually crippled by arthritis; nevertheless, he painted every day, and when his fingers were no longer supple enough to hold the brush correctly, he had his wife, Alice, attach the paintbrush to his hand in order that he might continue his work. Matisse visited him daily. One day, as he watched his older friend wincing in excruciating pain with each colorful stroke, he asked, “Auguste, why do you continue to paint when you are in such agony?” Renoir’s response was immediate, “The beauty remains; the pain passes.” Passion for his art empowered Renoir to paint until the day he died. Those who continue to admire the enduring beauty of his smiling portraits, his landscapes, his still-life studies, will find no trace therein of the pain required to create them. Most will agree that the temporary cost was worth the enduring result.

Our readings today give us the theme of putting what is eternal over what is temporal, what is true, good, and beautiful, what endures forever, over what will pass away, like dust in the wind. But the problem is that this is very difficult for us. The power of what is visual, what is seen, what is pleasing to the physical senses, what is urgent (regardless of whether it is important) and short term, immediately in front of us, claims a great, even overwhelming, demand on our attention.

But our readings are trying to pull us out of this materialistic, temporal mindset and fix our attention on what is higher, of higher reality, higher importance, higher dignity, and requires a higher level of priorities to understand, believe, and practice.

In our gospel reading, Jesus is giving us the true understanding of what it costs to be his disciple. People want to call themselves Christian, and claim the reward of being Christian, without wanting to understand the cost, consider the cost, and pay the cost. They want Christianity on their own terms, and that’s not at all how Christianity works. As someone said, “All are welcome, but on Christ’s terms, not on their own.” And it’s not that Christ’s terms have become more strict, more out of touch with society, but rather that society has become more out of touch with Christ’s terms, the cost of what takes to make our lives about what is above, resplendent with divine wisdom, rather than the dust on the wind that is what the world wants us to focus on.

In the first part of our gospel reading, Jesus teaches that he has a greater calling on his disciples than even the relationships of family. In ancient Israel, family was everything, who your family is was who you are, your role in society, how you were related to Israel, the ancient hereditary Father of the Israelites. This is why genealogies were so important in the bible and in Israel. And the only thing more important than one’s family was God himself. So for Jesus to teach that “He who loves father or mother more than me, is not worthy of me; he who loves son or daughter more than me, is not worthy of me” is to say that Jesus is the one thing more important than family; Jesus is revealing his divine identity, by taking this divine prerogative of being the one thing more important than family. In fact, in other places of the gospels (“ For whoever does the will of my Father in heaven is my brother and sister and mother” Mt 12:50), Jesus teaches that one’s spiritual family of the Church is more important than one’s blood family of the flesh; and its no wonder why he attracted attention, both positive and negative.

Jesus then teaches “Whoever does not carry his own cross and come after me cannot be my disciple.” We’ve heard this many times. In the time of the early Church, when Christians were persecuted and executed for their faith, this could have been taken literally. To be a disciple, you had to accept that you have to hold to this faith all the way. At many times during the Church’s history, we see Christians not only executed, but their property confiscated, their professional credentials and opportunities disappear, their public reputation and privileges destroyed. And we see this script being replayed today, not only in other countries where Christians are literally executed, but even in our own society. Christian bakers and venue owners are targeted for refusing to cooperate in supporting same-sex marriage, medical staff are persecuted for refusing to participate in (or even criticize) abortion or transgender affirmation, and the Little Sisters of the Poor are being sued by the Pennsylvania attorney general for the seventh time (after they’ve been exonerated in 6 previous lawsuits) for refusing to include contraception in their employee healthcare packages. To be Christian is to lay all of what we are and all that we have on the altar of God, to be sacrificed if called to do so for the sake of faithfulness to the kingdom of heaven.

But since many of us will hopefully not be called to such explicit examples of carrying the cross of the faith, we can also understand this requirement as crucifying those things in our life—our evil habits, our unhealthy attachments, our disordered attractions—that are incompatible with the call to holiness and the teaching of the Church. That doesn’t mean that these things aren’t good. Families are good. Our reputation, our businesses we have built up, our money and resources and security, these are all good—even some of our attachments and attractions, although they might be wounded and distorted, and need to be healed to be healthy and holy. But nothing else is the ultimate good, which is God. We have to put first things first, and other things afterward. If we put secondary things in the place that only God should be, we lose everything.

Jesus then teaches his disciples that this is a high calling, the very highest demand, and before deciding to be a Christian, it is foolish to start if you’re not going resolve to take it all the way to the finish, come what may (as a man considering building a tower, or a general considering engaging in battle). If you quit, or compromise, what it means to be Christian, what the Christian faith teaches and requires, you lose the only thing that matters, and you also become a stumbling block for others. As Yoda said to Luke Skywalker, “Do, or do not; there is no try.” If we tell ourselves we are merely trying, it’s a preparation to have an excuse for failing, instead of fully committing everything to what is required.

Dietrich Bonhoeffer, the Lutheran minister who died resisting against the Nazi’s, talked about cheap grace: “Cheap grace is the preaching of forgiveness without requiring repentance, baptism without church discipline, Communion without confession, absolution without personal confession. Cheap grace is grace without discipleship, grace without the cross, grace without Jesus Christ… Costly grace is the treasure hidden in the field; for the sake of it a man will go and sell all that he has. It is the pearl of great price to buy which the merchant will sell all his goods. It is the kingly rule of Christ, for whose sake a man will pluck out the eye which causes him to stumble… It is costly because it costs a man his life, and it is grace because it gives a man the only true life. It is costly because it condemns sin, and grace because it justifies the sinner.” So, what we might call the “bad news” is that there is a high cost to identifying oneself as a Christian, and only those who are all-in deserve the name. But the good news is that we receive the grace to do exactly that, if we surrender ourselves completely to it, to allow God to work on us, perfect us, and unite us to the incredible heavenly beauty and joy of his own divine life.

Our first reading expounds on the beauty of the heights of divine wisdom and truth we are called to center our life on, and the utter difficulty, or rather impossibility, of this without God. “For the deliberations of mortals are timid, and unsure are our plans. For the corruptible body burdens the soul and the earthen shelter weighs down the mind that has many concerns. And scarcely do we guess the things on earth, and what is within our grasp we find with difficulty; but when things are in heaven, who can search them out? Or who ever knew your counsel, except you had given wisdom and sent your holy spirit from on high?”

Again, not that our physical nature is evil, but it distracts us from what is most important. Our bodies are good. God gave us our bodies. And Jesus even united himself to our bodily nature to restore the goodness of our human nature, which is body and soul as a unity of a human person. Fr. Robert Spitzer wrote a beautiful book called, “Finding True Happiness,” which, among other things, outlines four levels of happiness we pursue and enjoy, from the lowest and most immediate gratification that flees as soon as the act is completed, to the highest and most abstract levels of happiness, which give us an enduring, fulfilling happiness. But to attain the higher, more spiritual levels, we often have to say “no” to the lower, more physical levels.

Our psalm today has the beautiful line, “Teach us to number our days aright, that we may gain wisdom of heart.” When we contemplate the reality that we have a limited amount of time to become what we will be forever, either holy or hell-bound, it should inspire us to always be moving upward. Blessed Carlo Acutis, a young person who is being canonized as a saint this weekend by Pope Leo XIV, said, “I die serene because I have not wasted even a minute of my life in things God does not like.” He had a great devotion to young saints, and now he is one of them.

And lastly, our second reading from one of the shortest books in the bible, Saint Paul’s letter to Philemon. It is one of the letters written by Paul while in prison. And in prison, Paul meets and converts a man named Onesimus, who was a slave who fled from his master Philemon, who Paul knows, as he was a prominent Christian in the community of the Colossians. And so Paul is writing to Philemon not only to tell him, “Hey, I just found your escaped slave,” but also, “Hey, I’m sending your escaped slave back to you as a member of the church, a brother in Christ, who is dear to my heart, so treat him as you would treat me.” Obviously, this is going to make for an awkward reunion. Ordinarily, Onesimus would be flogged and branded. But Paul is reminding Philemon that our spiritual relationships, such as brothers and sisters in the family of Christ, as children of God our Father, take a higher place than our relationships in the flesh. Also, note that Paul says, “I appeal to you for my child, Onesimus, whose father I have become…” for those who condemn Catholics for calling priests their spiritual “father.”

And so again, to end with this example from Saint Paul, we must put the high demand, even sacrificial demand, of the Christian faith, first in our lives, the solid rock foundation of our lives. We must be Christian first, and everything else we are, we do, and we have in our lives is to serve, witness, and reinforce our Chrisitan identity, over all the things of this fallen world, and our temporary existence as part of it. We are called to be in the world, but not of the world, witnessing to the world by the faith, hope, and love of our Christian life.

21st Sunday in Ordinary Time, Year C (go to readings)

We know from rabbinic sources from around the time of Jesus that one of the big questions they were wrestling with was, “who will be saved?” You hear it a number of times in the New Testament, including in our Gospel reading today. Rabbis leaning toward the conservative side were saying that not all of Israel would be saved. The generation of Noah, the people of Sodom, the rebellious generation that left Egypt in the Exodus, the ten lost tribes of the Northern Kingdom. They were excluded. Other rabbis, leaning toward a more liberal interpretation, were saying that God would restore the lost tribes, and perhaps show mercy to all who had sinned, and perhaps all of Israel might be saved. But on both sides, the scope of who would be saved was still limited to Israel, God’s chosen people. Even the more liberal suggestion was that being an Israelite, a Jew, was a guarantee of salvation. And so, with this question circulating around Israel, someone finally asks the Messiah, the one who perhaps would know for sure, this burning question. And Jesus, being typical Jesus, doesn’t answer the question. In fact, he answers a whole different question, which wasn’t asked. In response to this one person’s question, he said to the crowd, “Strive to enter through the narrow gate, for many, I tell you, will attempt to enter but will not be strong enough.” So a few things in that important sentence: First, the narrow gate seems to favor the narrow interpretation of the question that was asked. Second, we might picture a crowd trying to get through a pass that narrows down to one person at a time. Like an amusement park gate or sports venue gate. The entrance seems wide, but as you get close, you see it’s rather narrow and guarded. And if there were a big rush trying to pass through that narrow gate, the strong would seem to have an advantage. But for this gate, it’s not the physically strong, but the spiritually strong. Those who have disciplined themselves and their appetites to be virtuous, because they have battled against their vices in prayer and surrender to God to grow in holiness. These are the ones who will be strong enough to pass through this gate. And third and most important about this, is that Jesus doesn’t answer the question of whether there will be few or many, but rather the instruction to make sure that no matter how many there are, you make sure that you are among them. Your call is not to be holier than the next person, but to be as holy as you can possibly be.

“You stand outside knocking and saying, ‘Lord, open the door for us.’ He will say to you in reply, ‘I do not know where you are from. And you will say, ‘We ate and drank in your company, and you taught in our streets.’ Then he will say to you, ‘I do not know where you are from. Depart from me, all you evildoers!‘”

There’s a difference between “knowing about Jesus” and “knowing Jesus.” When Pope Leo XIV was elected, a lot of people got to know a lot about him. But not like his family knows him. It’s not enough to know about Jesus, to hear the bible stories, to say daily prayers, go to Mass, even receive communion, and be done with it until next time. We have to intentionally enter into spiritual communion with Jesus, give him permission to change our hearts, our lives, and then prayerfully respond to his invitation to these changes he’s leading us through, becoming closer to him, conforming our heart to his sacred heart, hearing his voice and obeying in love.

God makes each of us with great care. He is our heavenly father. But we can make ourselves into something else, we can distort ourselves, distort our humanity, our goodness, by sin, by rejection of God’s discipline, and then fearfully hear God say, “I do not know you. I do not know where you are from” as the gates of heaven are locked against us, and we are outside wailing in eternal sorrow, or even eternal anger, railing against God for having the audacity to exclude us.

It can apply to us in the church as much as it applied to the Jews hearing Jesus say, “when you see Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob and all the prophets in the kingdom of God and you yourselves cast out. And people will come from the east and the west and from the north and the south and will recline at table in the kingdom of God.” Jesus doubles down on that personal message: not just saying directly, “Strive to enter through the narrow gate,” but “you yourselves cast out.” The Greek word for strive there is “agonizomai,” where we get the word “agony” and “agonize,” which also appears in Paul’s first letter to the Corinthians, when he is talking about athletes exercising discipline, “agonizomai”, struggling, striving, with all their might, their mind, their heart, for their little reward, and how much more should we strive for salvation, which we could lose by vice, sin, and distraction?

We’re going to end with the last part of that quote: “And people will come from the east and the west and from the north and the south and will recline at table in the kingdom of God.” In this, Jesus is confirming Old Testament passages like our first reading in which Israel will be restored not for its own sake, but for the sake of the whole world. The Jews were angry with Jesus for being a Messiah that claimed to be not just Israel’s own private savior from the oppression of the Romans, but the universal savior of humanity from the oppression of sin. I love irony, but sometimes irony can be dark. Just as Eve in the Garden of Eden fell to the serpent’s lie that eating the fruit would make her like God, when she was already more like God than she would be after eating the fruit, the Jews were unhappy with Jesus, as we just said, but it was in being the Messiah, the Savior of the World, by which he would restore Israel to its special privileged place of being God’s holy city. And because of their angry rejection of Jesus, they crucified him just outside of Jerusalem, and fulfilled what Jesus had promised, the Messianic Age, but now in a way in which the Jews’ relationship to this fulfillment is difficult, and the city of the glory of the New Covenant people, the Church, is no longer Jerusalem, which was destroyed, as Jesus said would happen if they killed him. “If you destroy this temple, I will rebuild it in three days.”

But we’re going to sum all this up to two points Jesus gives us. First, we should focus more on our personal commitment to striving for our personal holiness without the distraction of asking if it will be many or few, or comparing ourselves to other people. There are places in the scriptures where it seems like a few, such as our gospel reading, and there are places where it seems like many, such as the numberless multitude in the book of Revelation.

Our faith teaches us that God has given humanity through the Catholic Church all the necessary means of salvation, which is to say the Sacred Scriptures, sacred Tradition, sacred Liturgy, and sacred sacraments, particularly the grace which protects the integrity of the Church and its Faith. The downside for us of course is not only are we more under attack by the enemy who wants to destroy the Church and its members, but that we are held to a higher standard. “To whom much is given, of them much is expected.” As Israel should have been the beacon of holiness to the ancient world, guided by the gift of the divine law, the Church ought to be even more so to the modern world, guided by the grace and truth of the New Covenant.

The Catholic Church teaches that although God instructs us about what is necessary for salvation, and we must take that with absolute seriousness, God himself is not limited to what he has given us. He is God, and he can freely choose to save whom he wills, how he wills, but he willed to reveal to us the way he intended to save us, and so we would be wise to obey, and foolish to be presumptuous.

Those who were raised outside the faith or with an immature faith will be judged less harshly, as we heard a few weekends ago. To the extent that they do good and avoid evil as they perceive it in their fallen and limited human nature, the good that they do outside the state of grace will not be salvific, but will help conform them and open them up more to goodness, and help them to more easily hear the call of God in them toward Jesus and his Church. However, even though whatever evil they choose is in greater ignorance, while their sinfulness is not as grave, they still must suffer the consequences of the evil of their actions. While those outside the Church have a hope of salvation by the mystery of God’s mercy beyond what he has instructed for the Church, it is still a great act of love to evangelize lost souls, because not only does it help them avoid sin and the consequences of evil choices, but more importantly it invites them to the joy of the life of grace, the beauty of the Church temporally and spiritually, the spiritual blessings of the sacraments, and the fuller blossoming of their particular gifts. While many consider the Catholic Church to be their enemy, the Church does not consider them to be her enemy. They are her lost children, her mission field, and those yet to be reborn to her in the womb of baptism and brought into full communion in her spousal relationship with the Lord.

Jesus was and is the Messiah, sent to restore Israel, including the expectation of reuniting the ten lost tribes who had been dispersed among the nations of the world. And so, if the Messianic covenant is going to include the descendants in all the world, then all the world, those who are outside the covenant, must be invited. And so, after Pentecost until the end of the age, in the gift of the Holy Spirit, Jesus sends out his Apostles to north, south, east, and west, inviting all to enter into the New Covenant: responding to grace by living the life of love, faith, and obedience, striving for holiness as God has revealed it to us, including sharing the fullness of truth we have received. Although God loves all and calls all to accept the invitation, not all will humbly submit themselves to his discipline and formation, to be able to answer the call to the banquet. His love is unconditional, and our response is up to us. We can be those warned about being shut out. Or we can be the beneficiaries of our readings today: the ones invited from all the nations, north, south, east, and west. Blessed are those called to the supper of the Lamb.

Homily for the 19th Sunday of Ordinary Time, Year C (go to readings)
Wisdom 18:6-9
Psalm 33:1, 12, 18-19, 20-22
Hebrews 11:1-2, 8-19
Luke 12:32-48

Something that came across my social media feed this past week was an article called, “Principles of Neuroscience Embedded in the Spirituality of St. Francis de Sales – A Pastoral Approach to Addictive Behaviors.” This is the kind of thing some of us priests read for fun. But one of the concepts new to me brought up in the article was the acronym, “SUD”s, which stands for “Seemingly Unimportant Decisions” Examples might include a recovering alcoholic joining co-workers after-hours, and finding out their plan is to meet at a local bar, and still agreeing to go with them. Or taking a detour that goes past the home of someone with whom one committed adultery. Or spending time with an old friend who is a catalyst for risky, dangerous behaviors. Saint Francis de Sales might call all of these “occasions of sin.” Not sinful in themselves, but they present threats to sinful or dangerous behavior.

The idea of SUD’s in my mind, as I was also thinking about our weekend’s readings, is that seemingly unimportant decisions might be applied in the other direction, too. Seemingly unimportant decisions of virtue. Holding the door for the person behind you. Paying for the person after you at a store. Stopping to help someone fix a flat tire.

Our Lord speaks often about mercy: “Forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.” “Blessed are the merciful, for they will receive mercy.” The parable of the Good Samaritan. Why? Because the Lord wants to show us mercy, and he does show us mercy, but we can be unperceiving of it, not seeing, not being aware of it. How do we fix that? We have to attune our heart to the virtue of mercy. To God’s radio frequency. We can be on the wrong channel, listening to themes of revenge, pride, and anger. And we’re missing the important broadcast. We have to change the dial, turn to the channel that God’s message is going out on. And to hear God’s message of mercy, we have to change the frequency of our heart to the channel of mercy. We have to sensitize ourselves to the theme of mercy. And we do that by showing mercy to others. The more we get into that groove of living a life of mercy; the more we’re sensitized to opportunities of showing mercy, the more we will hear God’s message of how he is showing mercy to us. And, of course, even better, we will see more opportunities to show God’s mercy to others, and become his instrument of mercy. So sometimes these little SUDs, little seemingly unimportant decisions, can have big dividends in changing our heart little by little.

In the Old Testament reading, from the Book of Wisdom recalling the night of Passover, it says, “For in secret the holy children of the good were offering sacrifice and putting into effect with one accord the divine institution.” And so by this decision, they had disposed themselves to be sensitive to hearing God’s voice, and they were ready to respond when he gave the command to pack up and flee Egypt.

In our psalm it says, “See, the eyes of the LORD are upon those who fear him, upon those who hope for his kindness, to deliver them from death and preserve them in spite of famine. Our soul waits for the LORD, who is our help and our shield.” That listening closely for the voice of the Lord, hoping and trusting in the Lord, come what may, training the ear of faith to be attuned for that still small voice of the Lord among the loud voices around us, allows us to respond because we were ready. That image of our soul waiting for the Lord is not just one of being motionless, poised like runners on the starting blocks, but more like servants watching for the subtle gestures and signals of those they wait on, to be immediately responsive to the call to move.

Skipping over our second reading for a moment to go to the Gospel, Jesus is, as always, encouraging us to have that attentive yet active waiting on the Lord. If we practice that listening for the Lord, we can get a sense of what he is instructing us to do, not just in the word of the Scripture, but in the word of the Holy Spirit speaking to us in particular situations of our life.

There was a man who spent a month working at the House of the Dying in Calcutta with Mother Teresa. He said that on the first morning, she asked him, “And what can I do for you?” He asked her to pray for him. “What do you want me to pray for?” He voiced the request he most desired for his discernment in God’s plan for his life. He asked her, “Pray that I have clarity.” She said “No.” That was that. When he asked why, she answered that clarity was the last thing he was clinging to and had to let go of. When he commented that she herself had always seemed to have the clarity he longed for, she laughed: “I never have had clarity; what I’ve always had is trust. So, I will pray that you have trust.”

Sometimes we can procrastinate following God’s will because we want more proof. We want a clearer instruction. We want the path marked out with lights and arrows. Believe me, I know, that was the story of my discernment for the priesthood. I was waiting for the divine 2’x4′ to remove any doubt of what I was supposed to do. But I came to understand I wasn’t going to have that removal of all doubt. It was going to take faith and trust. And the more I walked that path, praying and listening intently, the stronger my faith and trust got, and the assurance came later.

God willing, a soul becomes so attuned and responsive to the smallest whisper of the Holy Spirit that the will of the soul becomes united to the will of God. In the highest level of the spiritual life, Saint John of the Cross describes it this way: “The tenderness and truth of love by which the immense Father favors and exalts this humble and loving soul reaches such a degree… that the Father himself becomes subject to her for her exaltation, as though he were her servant and she his lord. And he is as solicitous in favoring her as he would be if he were her slave and she his god. So profound is the humility and sweetness of God.” We see that in our gospel reading where Jesus says, “Blessed are those servants whom the master finds vigilant on his arrival. Amen, I say to you, he will gird himself, have them recline at table, and proceed to wait on them.” Of course, that’s exactly what Jesus did as he took the role of a humble slave and washed the feet of the disciples at the Last Supper. Saint John of the Cross also says of the beautiful soul, “As she stretches heroically toward God, her love and trust in God explodes in strength. Her longing for God is spiritually all-consuming. And her will is achingly obedient to his slightest prompting. Her works of mercy and charity are heroic by normal standards.” This is the soul doing the Master’s will even when it feels he is absent. Those “seemingly unimportant decisions” to dispose the soul to the voice of God become the habitual life and radiant joy of the virtuous soul, and help her to hear his voice even more clearly, and respond even more generously. Peter asks, “Lord, is this parable meant for us or for everyone?” Jesus applies it universally. Everyone is called to be a steward of the spiritual, natural gifts they have received, the truth of the gospel they have received, and to share them generously in love as a participation in God’s generous unconditional love.

The end of the gospel reading I address in the bulletin column, but let’s wrap up here by going back to the second reading. I saw a Christian T-shirt some time ago, and I was very tempted to buy it, because in big letters it just said, “Even if.” Some of you might immediately get that reference. It’s a call-back to the book of Daniel when the three young men were threatened with being burned in the white hot furnace for being faithful Israelites. They respond to the king, “There is no need for us to defend ourselves before you in this matter. If our God, whom we serve, can save us from the white-hot furnace and from your hands, O king, may he save us! But EVEN IF he will not, you should know, O king, that we will not serve your god or worship the golden statue which you set up.” A few weeks ago I saw the next level of that, in a social media image, one of my favorites now, that says, “Fear says, ‘What if.’ Faith says, ‘Even if.’” Also related to our reading is the great quote by Saint Augustine, “Faith is to believe in what cannot be seen, and the reward of faith is to see that in which you have believed.” Saint Paul in our reading uses the beautiful example of the Old Testament mystics and prophetic figures who put their faith in God and were led through beautiful, sometimes excruciatingly difficult, acts of faith. They had listened to that voice that didn’t always tell them what they wanted to hear, but told them what they needed to do. And responding to that, they grew into the person they were called to be. They looked for and longed for the fulfillment of the great covenantal promises of God, when God would be all in all, and the world would be full of his glory and love. But these promises were not fulfilled in their time.

Paul says, “All these died in faith. They did not receive what had been promised but saw it and greeted it from afar.” They saw it through faith, and even if they didn’t see it fulfilled in their own time, they had so grown in faith in God by being obedient to his voice that they knew by faith that God was working all things toward that fulfillment. We have that fulfillment now, through Christ, however we have it only veiled in faith and mystery, signs and sacraments, awaiting the beautiful manifestation of the divine plan, even if we don’t see it in this life.

By our eager listening, waiting, and responding to the Word of God, and the whisper of the Holy Spirit within us, may we grow in our longing and love for him. May his will be done, through us, on earth as it is in heaven, through our “seemingly unimportant decisions,” which in faith are really our following the loving and beautiful will of God.